sadisticlullaby

the phantom is fucking hot. he cant sing....but hes hot. he can bring me to his dungeon of black despair all he wants ;)

god, tonight is hella sucky. there is nothing to do. jason and eric are seeing isis so i cant hangout with either of them. natalie is at her parents. and im pretty sure michelle is at work. i dotn know why i am updating this now. its kinda funny.


p.s. corey is the best. we talk about boys and its fun.


the end.

ok, so its 4 am right? and this woman that lives next door to us has a very strange sleeping pattern. she goes to sleep at like 8 and wakes up at around 3:30 (which just so happens to be about the time i go to sleep.) so i had just fallen asleep and all of a sudden i was rudely awoken by very loud HAMMERING! WHO THE FUCK HAMMERS AT 4 IN THE FUCKING MORNING?!?! well natalie came rushing into the living room wondering what was going on and i yelled "SHE IS FUCKING HAMMERING!!!" so we try to go back to bed but it doesnt work. we were laughing too hard. so we come back to the living room, i pick up our hammer, and i start banging on the wall. if you thought that was our payback, just you wait. shes going to get the hammering of her lifetime tonight. oh man....im just counting the minutes.



if anyone out there would like to add any suggestions on how to bug a neighbor, it would be greatly appreciated.

LOVE, Alicia "the hammer" Pless

i went trick or treating at the carolands mansion.....BEAT THAT!!!!

i've got a new SN. "its just a gun" add me. i dare you...

truth or dare is back and better than ever!!!

Cure tickets go on sale today. i forgot about it till it was 12 so now im frantically looking for grass general admission tickets. if i dont get to be as close to them as i was at coachella im going to be hella pissed. i really hope a certain someone doesnt go. even though i know he will be there. i just know if i see him it will totally ruin my night. i still cant get over it....oh well.

so its my birthday today. only a few friends called me. that hurt a little. john told me to fuck off (dont think im going to be talking to him anymore...)im moving to vacaville tomorrow. got into a fight that i think ended a friendship. now its time to get really fucking faded at pauls house...night.

so i talked to my landlord and he said he would give me a trail thing so i can stay in the apartment with a different roomate because i explained what was going on and it seemed like he believed me and would like to give me another chance. this is really great. i get to keep the apartment and i dont have to live with tyler anymore! woot. i went to the beach last night with natalie ian and justin and it was really nice. the sky was doing some crazy shit though. we kept seeing things that we thought were satellites but at one point one of them got really bright to the point of where it actually hurt my eyes and then kept moving. it was fucking weird. i dont know, im in a really good mood right now. i dont have to wait till december to get rid of tyler now. and even if i dont end up keeping that apartment i only have till natalie is ready to move out to stay with other people. a lot of friends have already offered me places to stay and that makes me feel really good. and if worst comes to worst i can live with my grandma for a month or two. well...its time for me to go out and do horrible things to people because im a stupid dumb bitch and i just love to fuck over my close friends and do all sorts of mean things to puppys. OOOH since i KNOW tyler isnt going to give me lola (even though she spends all of her time with me and i will miss her to death) this means i am finally going to be able to get my abbysinnian kitten!im really stoked about that. ok...chevy's here i come!

getting evicted...dont know what to do. might have to move to vacaville...not looking forward to the next 3 months at all.

i hate PMS. all day my emotions have been going haywire. all i want to do is get in bed with a special someone and watch movies and eat ice cream and drink wine. its not going to happen though...hes being weird. why do all guys do the same thing to me? they act like they really want me and then they lose interest all of a sudden. i mean, he hasnt really done anything wrong. but i dont get the same feelings from him as i did at first. oh yeah....sam, you have really really nice speakers for your computer. im sorry if you didnt want me to use it, but i cant go without a computer for too long or else i go crazy. well i need to go pick someone up now so i guess ill get going. oh yeah, john is fucking weird.

so im completely exhausted and smelly and wonderful right now. i got the most beautiful tattoo EVER yesterday. anne looked so pleased with herself when she washed off the excess ink. she gave me a big hug and it made me happy. then after i went to sarahs and had a blast. got to hang out with the sexiest boy west of the mississippi. stayed up all night and ended up not having to work :D and now im home snuggling with my lola pants. shes got smelly ears and i love her. im going to make natalie take a picture of my new tattoo so i can post it online. yay! ok. shower time now.

so its new tattoo day. i always get nervous on new tattoo day. getting started on my roses with anne. i swear if she fucks up im going to kill her. hopefully ill be able to find someone to do touch ups if she does. i hope she does a good job! ahhh!!! ok. i need to go to the bank now.

ok, so mid pen graduation tonight. im kinda nervous because there are some people there i could really do without seeing. BUT my little natalie poo is going to graduate so i have to go. dont know what time we are leaving. i have a store meeting at 3 that im really not looking forward to. i guess i should start getting ready for that soon. i wish werent so picky about which chex mix i will eat. i end up with half a bag of pretzels when im done with it. hmm...

my life has been one big emotional rollar coster lately. i dont know what to do anymore. i wish i were better at talking to people. im horrible at communicating. i really really like someone but i dont know how they feel for me, so instead of setting myself up for disaster i almost feel like distancing myself from him. if he doesnt want a relationship i might as well just stick with the other guy because at least i know where its going. the sex might not be as good, but at least he could never hurt me like the other one could. hopefully ill build up the courage to talk to him so that i can know where this is going.

ughh...im soooo sick right now. i really want someone to bring me something to eat because if i leave my room i get so cold that i feel like im going to die. so if anyone reads this and lives near me and feels like bringing me some food then i would be much obliged. i hope i feel better by tomorrow because i have some stuffs to do. im going to fremont tomorrow night to talk to sam's mom and figure out what i need to do while im there. and then i decided to kill two birds with one stone and call ian and see if he wanted to hangout, since he lives in fremont as well. so i called him and he said yes, i dont know what we are going to do though. i guess we can figure that out tomorrow. i kinda wish i had gone to my grandma's house today like i said i would because i like being taken care of when im sick. and thats what grandma's do best! i took some nyquil about 10 minutes ago so hopefully that kicks in soon. well i guess im going to go lay down for a little while.

tonight has totally restored my faith in friendship. i had a really good time. and im about to have a really nice relaxing 10 days to myself. this month is really starting to get better.

i still hate everything and i need to get laid.

its just one of those days where i feel like shit and no matter what i cant change that. i guess i just need to shower and get ready...then hopefully i wont feel half as gross as i do now. oooh AND i have to go to dinner with chyckin tonight...that should be interesting. im going over to johns house in a little bit though because hes cleaning his house and im such a super cool person that im going to go keep him entertained whilst he cleans. i hope he doesnt ask for me to help. im not in the cleaning mood...